Some of this writing will be out of context, because it was written in response, in specific contexts, and I took it out just now from my notes to showcase it here:
Amoral vs immoral. It's your personal experiment. The experiment is for you. Your life. It is not for others to tell you how to live your life or what to do or not to do. The difference between amoral and immoral. Immoral is doing something (from the mind. With INTENT) that is not correct. Amoral is living your life, and dealing with the consequences of living your life as yourself. If you don't live your life as yourself, you will blame and fault others left and right, especially as a generator. Projectors are here to guide. Generators are here to learn to know themselves and to be guided. (Generally speaking. I'm not prejudiced against any type even if this kind of language triggers you. I know amazing generators who operate correctly. They put the incorrect generators to shame, and even many not-self projectors to shame. Not that it's about shame at all, but anyway. Just sticking up for generators now and playing devil's advocate here.) Planet earth is comprised of mostly generators. Imagine what it's like to be around a bunch of frustrated unaware generators who project onto you all day when all you want to do is guide energy correctly? This is why projectors avoid most people. A not-self strategy in and of itself. But we can't escape the simple truth, which Ra also referred to: That this is a generator planet and the only way we will find harmony is in establishing correct relationships between projectors and generators. It's up to projectors and generators to build a solid foundation based in correctness and symbiotic exchange.
It's also the beginning of a functional penta.
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(Out of context. Referencing a video interview of an infamous emotional projector. I'll let you guess who the subject was of those interviews. Or rather, what character that soul played in this previous incarnation)...
This is a solid example (if accurate) of how one projector can get stuck with the blame and fault and energy through the false system built on mental constructs. What will a generator do when there is nobody to blame OR help them? What will happen when the generator is all alone with nobody to project onto? It will have to face itself. Projectors are guides, not scapegoats (no matter how society views them). And no matter the perceived correctness of their actions from the outside looking in- which is specific to projectors. Projectors can see other projectors. Generators don't see projectors unless they actually recognize them. Otherwise the generator just sees their own energy in the projector's body and blames the projector for taking in that energy and amplifying it or distorting it through their dormant gates. A dormant gate colors the energy that comes in (or out, rather). So when a generator blames a projector for having an outburst, they are seeing their own energy, but they don't recognize it as theirs because it's been camouflaged so-to-speak by the dormant gates of the projector. In other words, the energy doesn't belong to the projector, but it is expressed differently than how it would be expressed if the generator took ownership of their own energy or otherwise humbled themselves before a guide that could help them process what they don't yet understand.
When I was asked what I studied about amorality up until this point in my life process:
I worked in a library. I was the passenger in a Wa. (I also worked in a variety of industries. I'm a chameleon so-to-speak. Someone who is very open and gifted.)
I mentally synthesized many different subjects all at once. I've always treated life as an experiment (even before Human Design). Was reading 10-15 books at a time while observing my life and environments at the time: work, relationships, self-education. Body language, tonality, speech, communications, social dynamics, anthropological studies, and watching how all of that worked in reality.
Also books on feminism, sexism, chauvinism, objective sexuality, tantra, human nature (all different views), philosophy (both modern and ancient, exoteric and esoteric), dark triad tests, personality tests, MBTI, Jungian Individuation, Inferior Function, Dream Analysis, Freudian ideas, Buddhism, Nietzsche, Alan Watts, Jordan Peterson, Erich Fromm, Paulo Coelho, Adlerian Psychology, Law of Attraction, Resonance, Cosmology, Mythology, Machiavelli, Robert Greene, Laws of Human Nature, 48 Laws of Power, books on legality, medical textbooks, anatomy, holistic practices, spiritual concepts, mental books, illusion/magic, tarot, astrology, talking boards, hookup culture, LGBTQ studies and conversations and immersions in real life, religious texts, business books, financial books, every diet/nutritional/natural treatment book I had my hands on (I worked in a library), all kinds of in-depth psychology, neurosis, "mental illness", genetics, ancestry, family dynamics, hypnosis, psychoanalytic theories and research, scientific studies on all kinds of things like sleep, dreams, near death experiences, out of body experiences, fertility, birth control, infertility, altered states of consciousness, physical fitness and health, weight-lifting, extreme sports, skydiving, psychiatry, clinical psychologists, moralists, divination, prophesy, sports psychology, history, all kinds of stuff, and even more (and some I left out). And absolutely none of these subjects hold a candle to Human Design knowledge. Parts can be applied (in awareness but not in practice), but ultimately HD says it all, more specifically and in context. Not homogenized for a specific market or audience (the tribe, the Penta, the Wa). HD is incredibly individual which is why you can only really understand it fully by working by yourself or with one other person who understands the depth of the mechanics and is able to show you how it relates to you and applies to your life at a personal level. Then you begin to see it for yourself. How it's all like clockwork.
My Research line is in one of my only channels. 61.4 Unconscious Neptune. Research.
My gift is seeing how it all works, in retrospect.
I searched for truth in everything until Human Design. Almost all of the truths I found were half truths.
The mechanics are the mechanics.
I have a lot to say. I've discovered what does and doesn't work. In other words: what seems true vs what is actually true... That will piss off and alienate many, many people. Many of which are well-meaning. I will put them all out of "work" if you care to listen to my words. I'm not really interested in all of that though. Because I'm not trying to burn others, I want to lift them. But if you leave me no choice by denying me aid and allies then... hmm what to do? I'm not here to avoid confrontation and truth. But I'm also not here to spill it to everyone and their mother so they can just use it against me and claim that I didn't teach them anything and that they didn't need me in the first place.
News flash, if you don't have mental definition you have to pay it forward to those who do if you wish to talk to them.
Why would someone give up their beautiful brain for nothing in exchange?
That's the same as you working for someone who intentionally keeps you in the dark about your nature and the things you were put here on earth to learn about yourself and others.
This knowledge is privileged. You aren't entitled to it even if I trust you. Or you can go on your own journey and maybe I'll see you later.
Either way, I'm not a free resource library.
I only engage when it's correct for me. Consider it a courtesy if I ever answer your questions.
Projectors are here to ask excellent questions. So here it is:
$25 every time I ask you a question directly
$100 every time you ask me a question directly
$200 every time you talk at me: misinforming me and thinking that's of value (this is more expensive, because it's damage control)
😂
Go ahead, write up a ledger just for fun and see how selfish Micah has actually been. Hint: you have received more value from me than I have from you more than likely.
Do you see the difference in value? Hmm.
I wonder why you're asking me questions...
Obviously, I'm kidding. I'm a human. You don't even get access to me if I don't have your basic respect. I don't work for money. I live as myself and some respect that and help me to help them thrive, or they walk.
You have to understand what I am and what you are before we can get on a deeper level.
I'm not your free Pokedex.
Do your own research or use the transits (when mental definition shows up) if you want to pretend to be me.
Why would I work with someone who thinks they are me? (Mentally defined)
That makes me superfluous.
So then... Why would you need me around? If you can just do it yourself?
Oh, that's right. Because I have fixed mental definition, and the notself of the other only thinks they have it sometimes when the stars align.
Lol.
Anyway, respect for what I am gets you a long way with me, if it's authentic that is 😏😉
I'd only like to guide you if you think you're worth it.
I'm not a disposable resource. I'm a living, breathing primary resource, (as every individual is). But I'm rare. I'm someone you don't meet every day.
Statistically speaking there are about 2 of my kind for every 100 people. And I'm unique and different from the other 1 in 100. Don't believe that? Fine. Nobody is requiring you to do so.
If you read this far without having an emotional conniption or aneurysm, solid.
You may be someone who wants my guidance. After all, it's your decision.
-The Autodidact
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